Tore between to places

Category: GARDEN ROOMS | Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 2:53 am

In between loving this place, i also hate it.I feel like a deserter not being home. Six hours is just to far from folks and family.Ron knows im not happy and he is content here. His place is paid off and he grew up here. So he has no want to move.I cant say i blame him, but i try to think what i'd do if it was him in my perdicament.
So im depressed,if i leave it will be alone and are relationship over.
Sorry, guess its my vent night,this is a blog right,so if it bore's ya ,you can stop reading it and go to another, it wont hurt my feelings,but i have to vent,,,
Right now Rons pal is here,their drinking beer and his friend is here cause he's dealing with going to a funeral maybe if his wife's grandfather dies,and making a trip to new york,and that just made my dads problem hit home more! i cant handle them getting drunk right now so,sorry again!
I MAY CALL MY BOYS SOONER THAN I PLANNED NOW..

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glendann wrote on Fri Apr 13, 2007 4:55 am:

Kat anything I would say wouldn't help you.You will have to stomp those snakes your self.I was married almost 37 yrs and I did lots of snake stomping.Marriage
is a bed of roses with lots of thorns.Good luck on what ever you decide.

Netty wrote on Fri Apr 13, 2007 12:27 pm:

I'm really not sure what to say to you Kat. Only you can make that kind of decision. Good luck on what ever you decide, and remember that you can vent here anytime you need to!

cajunbelle wrote on Fri Apr 13, 2007 12:37 pm:

If you can't vent here, where can you vent. I can only echo Glenda's advice. You are the only one who can weigh the options. Good luck in whatever decision you make.

katsback wrote on Fri Apr 13, 2007 1:25 pm:

Thank you ladies! means alot!HUGS...

reggaefan wrote on Fri Apr 13, 2007 1:26 pm:

W will pray for you I was raised in a house where my father drank
to excess. I am now 60 and peace of mind is everything, Good luck

katsback wrote on Fri Apr 13, 2007 7:33 pm:

Reg,my dad has alsheimers, he never drank at all since ive known him ,i mean not since he was young,but rons and his buddies drinking wasnt helping me with the stress im under, and then this morning i find out by way of my brother,not mom calling,that my dad went in the hospital yesterday,from being dehydrated.more problems!