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Category: Love problems! | Posted: Wed Nov 12, 2008 1:18 am

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Omg there is this really cute guy in my class named jose! He´s so cool. I noticed that he has two sides. He has a sweet side and a guy side. He can be really nice but sometimes he can be a guy. We all know how guys act, rite? he doesnt act like a jerk though. well theres another girl in my class that like him too and they started going out october 16, something like that. I get so jealous that sometimes i start to cry out of nowhere, and my friends ask me why im crying. I just hurts soooo much iside that im keeping this secret to myself and a few of my frieds. I really want Jose to know that i like him. On October 23, we had a dance. it was so much fun! Jose and his GF sat with eachother. My friend Gracie went over to talk to them and i went too. I saw them holding hands. I was there for at least 2 min when i broke down. I couldnt take it anymore. ¨I going to go¨i said ¨why?¨jose would say ¨I don´t feel well¨ i respondede to him. Fromt he beginning of the year he sat across from me.(Diagnolly)and then something amzing happened. We changed seats and now he sat next to me. those were the best 2 weeks ever. Sadly we moved desks again and now we sit in groups of 4. When i found out i wasn´t going to see his face every time i get to my desk my heart broke. My jose not next to me. This was sooo sad for me!! i had to tell gracie how i felt. I always come to her when i need to get something off my chest. Gracie is my best friend! Jose and I still talk to each other. Today i stayed after school because i needed help with english. I knew jose was gonna be their becasue he stays for help every tuesday since october 23. It was soo awesome! my teacher played the song ¨hey there delilah¨and i started giggling softly because it brought back alot of memories between Jose and I from the beginnig of the year. School ends at 2:35 and i stayed till 3:45. Jose was going to leave at 4 but i left early. My sister was at basketball practice. I didnt go up to the gym. I waited for Jose at the steps. when i heard him come down i ran downstairs to pretend i was coming up the stairs. He was walking down and i was walking up. ¨Bye Clarissa¨ He said ¨Bye Jose.¨ I responded. The way he said my name made me feel all tingly inside! ¨Whenever i see his face my heart flutters¨ I made that quote up. Do u think i should tell Jose? I need to build up courage to tell him. I want none of my friends to tell hime for me. I am in 8th grade and should tell him on my own. Should I? I too scared! Help!! I really really like this boy! And theres been a rumor that him and his girlfriend broke up!!


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eileen wrote on Wed Nov 12, 2008 11:05 am:

I wouldn't say anything to Jose Clarissa unless he and his girlfriend HAVE broken up. It would only cause problems if they are still together and you'd end up looking like the bad one. Stay friendly with Jose and who knows, in time, he may come to recognise you as more than just a friend.

Good luck.

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